bfdfix, that sounds like a terrible event! I hope you are already feeling a bit better. I can feel for your want to get better and be able to travel. Being stuck housebound in-pain is no life...
I took the "no going back" step and I am even younger than you are. While I also, naturally, wonder what will happen in the future, I am still living my life happy for now. Life is not eternal anyway, so no point wasting it in-pain lying in the bed. At least if one has a choice...
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2015 Lost ability to sit
2016 Gradually worsening despite conservative treatment
2016 L4-L5, L5-S1 activ L success!
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