[yoavo1984]

Thank you for your'e reply.

Altough i can manage the pain, it's only when im lying in bed most of the day. going to the movie or to a retuarnt, is a challenge, and a lot of time i'll skip it. and there no way to talk about a job, as i can't sit or stand for long periods of times and im not qualified to do any home jobs nor do i want it as i really like working with people. i tried studying lying down but i found it extremly frustrating, and my entire body got soared from writing while in this position.

and im not even talking about sports, going traveling and hopefully one day lifting up my kids.

so as i wrote im doing everything i can to get out of this situation,but if i cant, i don't see myself living life this way. not when there is a chance for a normal one.