Hi Spoon.
Wow, I am so sorry about your challenges -- but so glad to see that you endured! And no, you're not stupid at all: you know your body and you are taking actions to get well. I think that's pretty darned smart.
I hope we can support you in your next steps. Pls PM me if you need any help with the community,
adding your signature, etc.
Peace and better health to you in all the days ahead!