[Jessica]

I have been through the waiting and the "you need to try Pt". Luckily for me I had a wonderful PT that told the doctor "no way". I, too, worked part time and was flat on my back the rest of the time. That is no way to live life. I agree with the post that said "one day at a time". I would get more anxiety because I had made plans with someone and then a flare up would prevent me from going ... or I would go and suffer so as not to seem like a whiner.

I once read --- Your pain will change what you do.... don't let it change who you are.
This is a very tall order, but it helps remind me to try not to lose myself.

I also read ---- I am not depressed... I am grieving my former life.
There are alot of people here who know how you feel and I hope that gives you some level of comfort and helps you keep your sanity.

Best Wishes.