Oh I agree, Kimmers. I was strictly speaking for myself...at this particular time. I'm a floundering just as everyone else; it never dawned that someone would model me or use me as an example of the right path taken. Trust me: Don't!
I have new (although I hate to admit the 'new') sympathy for people on pain or psycho-active meds... and also for those who hate them and have to modulate between feeling normal and eliminating their pain..be it mental or physical.
I totally didn't mean to cast aspersions on folks on anti-depressnents,God knows.
Adrienne
PS I know what you mean about feeling better for a doctor's visit. I'l always more upbeat. My husband has said when we enter an exam room, "Adrienne, remember. Act sick." And he'll have to tell the doc how bad I am at home because I'm so chipper at the office.
I think it's because we're thinking that, finally, something is going to be done...and we're happy.
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Minimal DDD L4/L5
Minimal DDD L5/S1
Disco 4/07 : Large tear: @L5/S1
Idet 4/08 No improvement
Now looking at ADR vs. Fusion
ALIF Fusion 2/10 Stanford
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