[cathydownunder]

Hello My Friends
I am so eaten up with grief I had to "talk" somewhere.
My 14 year old precious beautiful baby passed away in my arms early this morning and Im an absolute mess.
His presence is everywhere in my home as he was a house dog ( Miniature fox terrier)and followed me literally everywhere (even the bathroom), even more so since Ive been home so much with my back. This little guy was my companion and comfort before and after my surgeries and Im sure those of you with cherished pets will understand my intense sense of loss.

The coming days and weeks, probably months, are going to test me in ways I haven't seen since my mum passed 11 years ago.

Please spare a thought or prayer for me in the next few days. I feel very vulnerable right now with my ongoing unresolved pain and am hoping this isn't the catalyst that sends me gaga finally!

Cathy